Do You Think This Is Totaly Unfair?!?

Yes yes, “Life is unfair…. LIVE WITH IT” i know that. but this can be changed and i want your sympathy. Or critcm if you’re mean lol.
ok, sorry if its a bit long…
Today, second day of school. my friend that i fancy was being rude, horrible and annoying. plus, i diddnt have a good afternoon, just extra ICT
About ten minutes ago, a friend called. she said that she got a budgie 2 days ago. i had a budgie ages ago, and im still stressed about it’s death. and she knew that very well. She’s the type who always copies people work, ideas, phrases, and all that stuff. i think she is jealous of me and tries her best to get me down.
So, yeah, she told me she got the budgie and now there’s this petty problem. i told her to come om MSN so we could have a chat about it.
i was calm but inside i was STEAMING MMMAAAAAAAAAADDDD!!!! : (
OMG, i was surprised she couldnt hear it in my voice!
so, she hasnt come online and its been half an hour.
She’ll always pester me. oh no, im crying now. every time i cry, i remeber that i have no friends and im a loner, having to run after the group of boys who i play football with (luckily)
and now this girl… she’s just… im so annoyed with her, i feel like punching every inch of her face.
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please somepne help, i want a really detailed answer. THANK YOU, please ASAP
what do i do? what shall i do?
help me from becoming a shadow