Dreamy School

I think i have dyslexia and i have done a few online tests and the came back moderate chance or something and i have a lot of the signs like bad short term memory bad speller and reader etc. i told my mum and she just said i doubt that very much, and my teachers i am struggling to tell because i am in the cleverest set in school and i dont think they will belive me and because they havent said anything so i am a bit worried about what there reaction will be or how they will treat me,, so i was wondering how i should them or if i could do anything about it my self…? x

I go to a small high school and most of the guys and girls have already got dates. I went to public school for 6 years then switched to private for middle school. I’m a freshman, and i don’t know know that many private school guys accept for the ones that went to my middle school. but they all have dates. Just wondering what to do? please dont say go with friends, because they all have dates. Also I’m just wondering if im just not pretty because im shy around some guys.

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If so tell your story, also note what the person was mixed with.
STAR if you like mines. (It is long so if you have time to read it then I applaud you)
One of the worst people I have ever known in my life was this guy who was mixed with Korean and White. I do not know what was fed to him at birth but he really believed that he was superior to all Asians because he was mixed. He acted “urban”, would back out when it came to picking fights with Blacks or Whites but would pick fights with some of the Asian kids to make himself look tough. One time a friend of mines, a really geeky Korean kid (full Korean) was walking to the bus with his books in his hand and this guy just pushed him, knocked his books out of his hands and looked in his face and said “wat b*tch!”.
I am an Indian (India) and this kid REALLY hated me. Thing is the high school I went to did not have football or basketball but it had a soccer and tennis team, it was a small specialized sciences school so you had to be smart to get in. Also it was in GA so my parents had no other options but to send me there because the public schools there were so bad.
Now this kid hated me because a lot of people in the school liked me. I went to parties, had some girls dance up on me, never had a girlfriend in high school though but overall I was cool with everyone. Also he hated the fact that some of his friends were cool with me and he yelled at one of them in public. He hated all Asians, Indians included.
Our soccer team was garbage but I decided to try out, basically a lot of people told me to try out. Did great in practice but this kid was already team captain (he had been playing for years), he was playing so cheap and getting away with it because the coach favored him due to him being team captain, I dropped soccer as a result of it.
This kid was REALLY open about his hatred towards Asian men, funny thing is, most White people and Black people didn’t even like him.

Yes yes, “Life is unfair…. LIVE WITH IT” i know that. but this can be changed and i want your sympathy. Or critcm if you’re mean lol.
ok, sorry if its a bit long…
Today, second day of school. my friend that i fancy was being rude, horrible and annoying. plus, i diddnt have a good afternoon, just extra ICT
About ten minutes ago, a friend called. she said that she got a budgie 2 days ago. i had a budgie ages ago, and im still stressed about it’s death. and she knew that very well. She’s the type who always copies people work, ideas, phrases, and all that stuff. i think she is jealous of me and tries her best to get me down.
So, yeah, she told me she got the budgie and now there’s this petty problem. i told her to come om MSN so we could have a chat about it.
i was calm but inside i was STEAMING MMMAAAAAAAAAADDDD!!!! : (
OMG, i was surprised she couldnt hear it in my voice!
so, she hasnt come online and its been half an hour.
She’ll always pester me. oh no, im crying now. every time i cry, i remeber that i have no friends and im a loner, having to run after the group of boys who i play football with (luckily)
and now this girl… she’s just… im so annoyed with her, i feel like punching every inch of her face.
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please somepne help, i want a really detailed answer. THANK YOU, please ASAP
what do i do? what shall i do?
help me from becoming a shadow

I want to apply to a college in NY, but I’m out of state. Their page on collegeboard.com shows that 98% are in state, and only 2% are out of state. Does it make sense to apply here? Will I not get in only b/c im out of state? Should I just apply anyways? I really like this school.
And why do they like in state applicants over out of state ones?
Thanks.